#5th watch rn

[nestavadavat]

Sometimes I forget Saw (2004) is in fact not a gay romcom and is a horror film

[oncominggstorm]

One of the most frustrating things about the ADHD forgetfulness is not being able to remember all the cool stuff I’ve learned. I’ll look something up, read an article or watch a video or whatever, find it super interesting…and then not be able to remember almost any of what I learned.

Even with my special interests; for example, I can watch or read my favorite show/book dozens of times, and then still not be able to answer questions about it, not be able to remember details, often not even be able to remember basic facts like episode titles or actors’ names (or hell, even BOOK titles for series - like for example, I could name SOME of the percy jackson books, but definitely not ALL of them, and DEFINITELY not in order, even though I’ve read them all like 5+ times now)

It’s SO annoying. And on bad days it makes me feel dumb or like I’m a fake fan or faking my interest. Or like I’m not ACTUALLY autistic and don’t ACTUALLY have special interests because why can’t I remember? Etc etc.

[perfectthewayyouare]

jealous buck has cured my depression

[camelspit]

me n the girls really do be doing anything except drawing

[do-any-of-you-see-it]

Hate when I get some time to watch TV and I know EXACTLY what I want to watch. But then remember that what I want to watch is the second season of a show that was cancelled after one season.

[youredreamingofroo]

helloooo,, What tutorials do u watch for ur renders,,, I love them and want to get into rendering myself (✿◠‿◠) thank uuu! :D

Hi anon! I don't rlly watch tutorials for my renders/for rendering 🙃🙃 I've only ever watched two tutorials fully- sometimes I will watch tutorials, but I never watch them in full (or sometimes I do cuz they're like... a minute long lul)- The two tutorials I watched were the first ones I watched when getting into rendering:

This one by Plum Townie - This was the very first tutorial I watched, I remember I had to do a lot of fandangling because somethings had gone unmentioned and my baby blender brain didn't know wtf to do

and This is the second tutorial by Solitasims (stan her what a QUEEN 🙏🙏) - While Plum townie's tutorial was good, this one def clicked more with my small brain, baby blender render brain and also teaches you about scenes sort of (from what I remember anyways😭)

Those tutorials don't necessarily teach you how to pose your sim, I actually learned how to pose my sims... myself 😭 Like my first render? I used a pose. Second render? Straight into the guts and glory of making ur own poses and that's literally how I've been doing it since that render, all my poses done by me :)

I do wanna mention that I brute-force sooo much stuff cuz half the time, whatever I search for, the answers are always in blender-talk and I can't understand that 😭😭 So I just *adjust setting* Oops, *CTRL+Z*, *adjust setting* Uh oh, *CTRL+Z*, etc etc... Hence why I don't have a lot of tutorials to recommend cuz well... I just brute-force it, or I briefly search, find an answer and move on 💀 There are a couple simblr tutorials I've read but alas... I cannot remember them 🧍‍♂️

[ldpdluvr]

i can't find anything that i wanna watch and i genuinely am about to start crying....there's sooo many options but nothing feels right 😐😐

[cringekind]

hiiii after a period of isolating I'm BACK. at least on tumblr. prepared to be sick of me, especially because I started rewatching Supernatural just in time for Nov. 5th

[shippingmyworld]

anyone wanna come over next week and disassociate from this realty with me next week? if we're lucky we can clip into the berenstein bears universe for a few hours. i'll bring the snacks

[varietysky]

scheduled my flu shot and covid booster for next weekend

[girlivealwaysbean]

yk the context of that pic was they were a trio ofc those two guys were closer more intimate like almost boyfriends but she was their best friend and all three of them together went through a lot of trauma at young age and the black haired guy he fell into depression chose unhealthy coping mechanism and after he left the white haired dude was like "my one and only friend died" or he went from "we are the strongest to I am the strongest" to i am alone and she was like but I was there???? for both of you between both of you, wdym you were alone and you could've talked to me, we were going through the same friendship heartbreak wdym you were alone??? it's ahhhhhhh I am analyse them so much but as much i love them both she deserved so much better SHE WAS THERE

that's so sad ahh i never thought about the other side of the story the other person how would they feel 😭

[nomairuins]

aww its kinda cute finding me complaining abt my dads whole lisa thing from 2017. honestly so overshadowed by everything else and also i was so annoying when i was 12 aw .

[starlooove]

Idk how to explain it but the whole yn thing irks me so bad like. Even when it’s something that has racial connotations like the word ghetto or ratchet it’s all connotative and ig. Even tho it SHOULDNT be extended towards nonblacks in a way there’s still that illusion of ‘well we could be talking about anybody’ but the whole yn is literally saying ‘young black CHILD! BOY! TEENAGER!’ (Bc y’all forget) and having an entire set of racist stereotypes on that alone. Like ur literally saying I think this this and this about you on the basis that you’re Black and young idk it’s weird.

[slytherinshua]

I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED 🗣️🗣️

SONGBIRD FIRST WIN YAYY ‼️‼️ I agree yushi and riku carried in the encore stage everyone else did so well toooo. Ryo has such a good voiceee. I hope jaehee takes care of his voice too, he still did amazing though!!! ALSO YES there's like a significant lack of jaehee stans I feel like he isn't getting enough appreciation people need to understand that he's the main vocal of an SM GROUP 🔥🔥 that alone should be indicative of how good he is. And also he trained for literally 3 months without any prior vocal lessons you're telling me someone can sing a RUN LIKE THE ONE IN SONGBIRD WITH THREE MONTHS OF TRAINING??? insane.

I'm lowkey riku biased, but we love and appreciate jaehee here (along with all the members!! they're all amazing!!)

ALSO. I DIDN'T KNOW THIS. BUT THEIR DEBUT SONG GOT. TWO?? WINS?? I feel so fake rn I thought Wish hadn't gotten any wins so this technically isn't their first win it's their third 🥳🥳 (I think)

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KJSDKFS I SUMMONED YOU YAY SKDJKS MWAHAHHAA

RYO'S VOICE IS FR SO STRONG AND OVERLOOKED AS WELL <33 yeah ☹️☹️☹️ i feel like he was prob just very nervous cause during the survival show too he was always so nervous to perform on stage, he barely had training time either :( YES LIKE WHERE ARE PPL TO APPRECIATE HIM 👹 exactly like 3 months is insane for the amount of incredible runs he does not to mention covers like when they cover other nct songs he is SINGING

YES RIKU!!! hes my number 1 wrecker rn i wanna write some more fics for him 👹

NAUR WHY DIDNT I KNOW EITHER LIKE BYE 💀💀💀 BUT LIKE SLAY AS THEY SHOULD WISH WAS SUPERIOR DEBUT!!!

[urmine]

drunk me can do anything. i believe in her.

[sculked]

wilbur really needs to put more pussy into the scum performance . you cannot keep shafting my favorite song man